april 1st
i just sat there
words lodged in my throat
eyes burning with tears that
i wasn't going to let escape
while you broke
into pieces i couldn't fix.
april 2nd
you gave me stained fingertips
the same colour as your belly.
i still dont know if its from
your poorly rolled mentol's
or if its the colour of
the deepest regret
i've ever felt.
april 3rd.
i tried to write this poetically.
with oceans and stars
and metaphors
so large i lose
connection.
but i can't
some things just
aren't poetic.
april 4th.
you're body was
black and blue
but oh god
there was colour.
there was colour.
and colour means life.
right?
even if its clinging on
I hope you are reading this by 0hgravity, literature
Literature
I hope you are reading this
the person I love loves music much too much
and the person I love loves that I love the quiet and easy days
loves that I like to stay up late (or early) till the birds sing of morning and
the person I love loves that I love to hold hands and hold a body but only when I know them fully
and the person I love loves listening to my songs and listening to my voice and to my poetry and stories
the person I love has songs to share too and a voice that melts my heart and words that mold it back into something nostalgia old and inspired new
and the person I love loves to look around and take it in once in a while and wonders why we can’t just r
count to infinity before you sleep. by MisfitableGrae, literature
Literature
count to infinity before you sleep.
cause i know
there are days when
it's painful to even breathe,
your throat closing up on the knowledge
that you don't know
how much longer you'll be waiting on this
band-aided, superglued planet.
every cell in your body vying to be the next to die,
and all you have to tell them is
maybe. maybe next time.
those are the days you spend
cutting rose thorns into your palms
and clenching your fists tight around
jagged reflections and prismed rainbows.
the days you realize
we're losing so much faster than we're learning.
we're maturing faster than we're growing.
adults stuck in the bodies of kids,
moving around, making the mistake
the sting of something cheap
swiftly followed by the bittersweet
acidic kiss of a sugared lime:
He says to me, he says it again and again—I'm not leaving you, I'm making a path for you to follow—He says it on a tongue like syrup sticking to the zest of his lips, another dry-mouthed confession leaving sweet thick saliva on the corners of his mouth. His face is etched with the shadows of a late summer afternoon, who molasses-crawl with passing clouds and place their sleepy passion onto him—
heavy-lidded lethargy
pockmarked by staccato letters;
siempre pasas por mi mente,
Hermanito—He trips over his consonants and slurs his vowels into on
allotransplantation by mismatched-misfits, literature
Literature
allotransplantation
my chest is hollow after he scraped it out with his tongue and fingertips. his movements were sharp and intricate, like a surgeon, removing a tumor. i could feel pieces in me break under his touch, yet he swallows the fragments as if they were lost travelers trying to wander out of his dark, cavernous interior. i'm being stripped bare, inside and out. he's filling himself with me, a bag of bone fragments and blood clots for his consumption.
he left with my insides, left the hole gaping open and prone to infection. "i'll return them in a week," he says, referring to the pieces of me that he has hidden himself in. but a week without par
when you left for the very last time,
the bruises on my neck still hadn't faded.
i was naked amongst the evergreens,
shades of blues and greens pushing against my skin,
the sky paling me with the gray-teal of sunset's afterglow.
as you forced yourself upon me,
you insisted on reasons that made no sense,
yet the echoes of your words resonated through my mind,
so loud that i couldn't hear reason.
later people said that it was my body.
"it got the better of him," they said.
i am shutting down,
only a fragment of my old self.
i can feel my body becoming dormant, for now.
the bird in my chest is long gone,
after all,
you killed it.